Die vs Reborn Wednesday, July 23, 2008 |
I am up again early in the morning
That's why I missed out 2 nights dinner
Such a chaos in my sleeping time
I wonder when is the day
I can like others
Become numb
Do not show concern to anything
How easy life can be
When dictionary can live without the words "responsibility"
Yes, the organization is complex & muddy
just because
Not everyone interprets responsibility in the same way
I understand why some people rely on alcohol and cigarettes so much
They can't afford the stress
When top management put excessive force on employees
you can either just do it like machine
or go on a strike like cultural
How if this takes place on students?
I still can take the challenge
But
I am having constant fear
Fear that I might miss out anything
Anything that is urgent and important
Important that it keeps me in the phobia mood all the time
Is there anyone having worries as I do?
Deadline on 1st August for research assg yet there is so many uncertainty
Uncertainty on the interviewees and some concepts
Deadline on 2nd August for Mr C's organization comm.
yet the strong articles are still un-found.
TLC Event on 11th yet the financial and backdrop remains unresolved
I am having love-hate relationships with all these
[I need support physically & mentally]
That's not me
I must believe I can make the difference
To the unfortunates through Truly Loving Campaign
To the organization through the results of our research
To the world through organization communication
I must be confident
I must be active
I must be energetic
I must be alert
I must be brave
I must be not-tired
Everyday is the last time
That's why I missed out 2 nights dinner
Such a chaos in my sleeping time
I wonder when is the day
I can like others
Become numb
Do not show concern to anything
How easy life can be
When dictionary can live without the words "responsibility"
Yes, the organization is complex & muddy
just because
Not everyone interprets responsibility in the same way
I understand why some people rely on alcohol and cigarettes so much
They can't afford the stress
When top management put excessive force on employees
you can either just do it like machine
or go on a strike like cultural
How if this takes place on students?
I still can take the challenge
But
I am having constant fear
Fear that I might miss out anything
Anything that is urgent and important
Important that it keeps me in the phobia mood all the time

Is there anyone having worries as I do?
Deadline on 1st August for research assg yet there is so many uncertainty
Uncertainty on the interviewees and some concepts
Deadline on 2nd August for Mr C's organization comm.
yet the strong articles are still un-found.
TLC Event on 11th yet the financial and backdrop remains unresolved
I am having love-hate relationships with all these
[I need support physically & mentally]
That's not me
I must believe I can make the difference
To the unfortunates through Truly Loving Campaign
To the organization through the results of our research
To the world through organization communication
I must be confident
I must be active
I must be energetic
I must be alert
I must be brave
I must be not-tired
Everyday is the last time










