Series of affair
I was busy over Lim Lai Hoon's assignment
Exhausted and tired of the no day no night
So, i did not attend sir's class for quite a few days
My sis did not go as well
Not to explaining much
My sis just created a story and sms him
telling him we were having family problems
So, we couldn't make it to his class
hoping that he won't ask muchOMG..how come got such irritated person
already told him we were having family problems
but yet
still kept calling us
Both of us ignored his phone
Using the six sense that he is proud of
he told them that me and my sister were arguing
one crying non-stop in the room
another has no mood
wow..so imaginative
there are stories about this wang ba dan
but too long to write it down
whatever
*I dislike people to control our every act*
*please don't ever try*
*I am free-style*
hehe
Everything seems to go wrong
The doom begins
The ups and downs in my days are interchanging rapidly
I never know how much it is to hate something
But my soul is filled up with hatred
towards life
towards people
Back to last 2 weeks
I went to give tution on Saturday as usual.
Omg..i waited my students for almost 2 hours
There are 2 of them, one overslept and another waited for her
I was hungry for the noon because I did not have chance to eat anything
Luckily halfway waiting, my dad brought me Singapore Mihoon
after I kept telling my sister I was hungry
Orelse I would have to starve from 12pm t0 7.30pm
Anyway, I just managed to eat a litte bit
as they were reaching
*I hate waiting*
I got my pay for the month on the same day
It should be something cheerful
But it turned out another way
As I straight went back Kedah for Cheng Beng
I brought it along
After came back from Kedah
I was busy over the assignments
Until the day when I decided to bank it
O shit! "Where is my money?"
Have I dropped my white envelope somewhere?
I didn't really have any idea
All the hard work for the month gone like this
Rm120
Felt pain if it is to count seriously
* The numeral phone calls to the troublesome students*
*The books and photostated materials that I paid by myself*
*The time and effort I spent*
That's what I gained eventually
Nothing at all
*I am careless*
Looking for house in KL was another problem to me
Changing and changing
Moments of ups and downs
Once, twice, thrice and hopefully no quadIt was like there were candles of bright light, but the strong wind blew it off
I was put into the dark again and lost my way
All the things that planned nicely failed to work out as we wish
The pre-plan scattered everywhere
We too
Wise and firm decision needed to be made
*I hate making important decison*
Assignments for these 2 years have finally called for an end
Something to celebrate
But
The last assignment
-Action plan on the upcoming "Ironman" movie-
was indeed a nightmare
"Iron man" movie too sounds terrible and uninviting to me
I was stuck and struggling in it
Creating my own nonsense
But that was what our lecturer wanted
Another ridiculous style of another lecturer was
deduction of marks for those who did the assignment
more than 10 pages
such a stupid idea
I was cultivated since I was born, even since Ms. Mah's era
to try our very best
putting our best effort
develop our skills as possible as you can
in our work
however, you were the contrary
perhaps, you are from another culture
facing some cultural shock in our culture and misuse your power to control us
Till now, I do not really understand why we were bound to 10pages
If you tell me you do not have time to mark
I understand
But you told us you will count word by word for those who exceed 10pages
and deduct marks accordingly
WTF
you can waste your precious time to count the words
why not taking some time for a glance on our work?
Is it fair if others produced less pages
but we with more pages were responsible for the deduction of marks?
hello, you are constraining us in improving...
why you must like those fussy aunty
controlling us like we were kids?
Yes, you are good in teaching clearly
but your way of doing things is much dissappointing
Should evaluate you in the paper "nicely" this semester
*I cannot be miss wateva in everything if it is unreasonable*
*esepcially to those who bring me trouble EVERY semester*
*Stomach of fire*
*I need a fire extinguisher*
My dad came back
I was scolded for ridiculous reason
The bet is more important than me
I know I only worth that much
PleaseDon't ever try to make my life miserableI am very obedient
I can be rebellious
*I dislike my father, dislike men like him*
I was having another bad day this afternoon
when my student was late for tuition with no prior notification
waited for 1 hour
she told me she was having stomachache
Sigh, I confused what would be my response?
I am worried for these few weeks
causing me difficult to concentrate
Many things appear in my mind
lots of uncertainty
I wonder who can help
Perhaps I prefer to close up myself in my world
tired of fighting, striving, arguing, explaning
TOTALLY GIVING IN
~Hope to rest in peace~
now and forever
Who is the preetiest of them all?
My sis got the purple one
Cj7 with genetic error
I picked the pink one..hehe
Jac got the black one
Lovely twins
Triplet
