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~Feel it and you learn it~ Wednesday, March 19, 2008 |

I went to drama camp last December. It was a memorable camp.
That was the 2nd year I joined this camp.
A camp that was special and different from others.
It was a good moment for us to grow up.
All the pictures show the ugliest look of me.
The very 1st Day
We were acting by using a ball.
The ball is a "multiple object" which it can be whatever we imagine.
I was a frog and he was the princess.
New faces in our group...All are really small kids of Form 1 and 2.
Lay Wei and me were the oldest.
I was a policewoman.
What should I do?
What the hell in this hospital?
She was giving birth...
The doctor was argued with me- the policewoman.
We were singing...
Warming up
Singing while turning around
Could you imagine how a 80kg people turned around on us?
The 2nd Day
We were asked to feel the surroundings with our 5 senses.
We were brought to seperate places and looking for team mate...
I like this shot
Eye sense
Waiting to smell the shoes and socks, India flowers, anchovies and another thing
that I have forgotten.
Touch
We touched the brush, crickets, worms and starch...Yucks..
Taste
We tasted salt, sugar, pea and sour plum.

Gold, Wood, Water, Fire and Soil
These were the 5 elements that we were exposed to
by using the 5 senses that we experienced just now..
World of water
To us, water washes the dirt away..
Water wakes us up
The dirts are the adultery, prostitution, lesbian and etc...
We used only body language to express our intentions to clean our dirts.
We were L..
Body contact
I wanted a new life..escaping from the wrong doers.
We were kissing behind.
World of fire
We were supposed to have sun tan under the hot sun but the day was so cloudy.
So, we had to run to heat our body.
To us, fire is pressure that close you up, burn you and put you to the end of the world.
World of soil
To us, soil gives a sense of belongings. Everthing stands on the ground.
We found each others.

Soil is best to describe our group, not united.
It can be very scattered or collective, depends on how you think.
Our station game during midnight.
It was themed scary scary ghost.
These were our stationers.

3rd Day- feel-ing day with real experiences
After our parter has carried us to walk around the big field, this was the way we repaid them. The only way to show our gratitude to them.
That' s me kneeling down and Bao ting sit on my back. It looked easy to do but when this took place for long period especially under the hot sun, you will know how it feels. My hands were trembling after a long while. We did this for about 20 minutes.

The suffer was not ended by that. There were some more to go. We had a series of tasks to complete. In a group, 1 person was required to hold a fully filled pail; 3 persons was asked to do the pyramid; 1 person was required to carry another person; 1 person was to cycling in the air like what I did in the photo and another 1 person was asked to run the big field for 10 rounds. Our action would only stopped after the our member had finished running. So, you can imagine how long we persisted these actions. I really couldn't believe I can do this if not because I had tried out my very best. Try and see and you gain some experiences.

After the suffer, it was not after yet..the disaster was coming.
We were asked to drain the floor with water. Then, we were like cinderella wiping the floor until they were clean and dry with only limited cloth. hey man, the floor is so wide..
During this session, all of us got scolded by the teachers. They scolded everything until you lost tempered or until you cried. We could not fight back but to obey what they say. Definitely, there is a purpose for this. We were too blessed and never experienced the life of those people who are being treated unfairly, being tortured, being looked down. So, if we were asked to act such scene, it would be hard for us to evoke those emotions. That's why this activity was carried out.
I was crying. I can't bear being scolded actually.
I won't lost temper but my tears will lost control..hehe
How good the acting skills of the teachers who managed to scold us until we cried.
See how my friends wiped the floor using nice posture..


That was me wiping the floor...with posture
Try it at your house if you need something different when cleaning the floor ..Hehe..
We must clean until the floor was totally dry and clean with no pebbles with whatever ways we could think of....
So, girls wiped with their clothes, boys took off their clothes.
What a relieve!!Relax and take a breathe...
It was the moment for each and everyone of us to express our inner feelings towards
this whole meticulously prepared torturing session.
The night started with laughters and ended with laughters....
We had our summer party..Weird right?Our camp was held in the midst of December..
but they named it summer camp.
Anyway..that is not important...I just went there and enjoyed myself.
All of us dressed up in our most summer costumes.
During the summer party, it was the turn for the teachers to perform.
They had this 翔笑不准笑, means when 翔, our host was fooling around,
we were not allowed to laugh.
When we laughed, we would be boxed by the Thai mui..
Haha...it was really fun..
Our beloved char koay teow a pek passed away.
Students from each class were requested to pay their last respect to him.
hehe..Not only paying respect that easy..something occurred during this ceremony...
There were lots of activities in this session but unluckily not much photos were taken.
We had the song guessing session sang by the African people; ballet dancing by the International dancer and students like me was asked to imitate.




Fourth Day-Final night+graduation performance
We had 3 major performances for the finale. They were fashion show, MTV series and drama
For the fashion show, we were only given newspapers, rafia strings, and masking tape.
We were the models for our costumes and we had to catwalk
and pose like those American Top Models do.
Heng Xin Group with its theme nature
Ant Group with its theme wildlife
HeyYo with its theme ancient culture
Yong 7 with its theme that I have forgotten
Our group theme was NEWS. We had a very very strong and fresh theme.
I like our theme so much
We focused on the hot issues like bribing, commit suicide, abuse,terrorism, pollution and those swindlers.
All these issues were portrayed through us- the models.
Who am I among all these characters?
hehe..I was not the bad portrayal. I am the white out of these black.
With hundreds of peace symbol on my top, I was the angel.
Haiz..I was quite sad with my costumes because I spent most of the time to cut the symbol of peace and it took lots of time it ended up not really nice. I lacked of white poster color to paint the newspaper as well..
How sarcastic this theme is and look how dark the society is now.
All of us together with our teachers
Then, we had drama performance. This was the most important part of the camp.
That is a rule that during this graduate performance, we must dressed up in black only.
Their drama was 人权, acted without verbal language,
with only body language to express their voices of right.
This was our group's performance-花香.
Combining both body languages,the things we have learned in camp and the use of technique, we showed people how a friendship fades using a story regarding pigs and the scent of flower.
We were all pigs.
We couldn't smell the scent of flower.
Lots of questions spinning in our mind
Lazy pigs
Ee...
10 steps of searching, looking and seeking and the steps became faster with the change of motions.

Impossible..try to smell again..
Doubtful expressions
Depressed over the result. Effort being put on seem to be in vain.

Can you see me in these pictures?

No..we must be all up and keep up the spirit...
MTV by other group-夏天的风
MTV by another group-哭
The below is the MTV presented by us based on the song
年轻就要对味

We were required to produce a MTV based on a selected songs.
We enjoyed this moment a lot since we all were so playful.
With great excitement, we came with our luggage.
yeah!!..We introduced ourselves.
Coming from different background, we were same in this camp..
Wow..we were watching firecrackers together.
We have dreams..
You again!!
So so sad!!
The same smell of us has matched us together.
We were sleeping
Playing handball
Oops..we got the ball!
The ball was so smelly..Yucks..
Practice using the balancing of cups
Body language
you You you You------
It's you that brought us lots of problems...pointing fingers!!
We did not discriminate you, don't ever try to run away from us!
We carefully walked step by step..the ghost was on the way!!
running away
o...ghost a!!
Omg..yong hui's pose

The fifth day
Our team had successfully qualified ourselves into the final round of handball.
We really ran out of energy.
Getting ready for the telematch. This was the station of New Zealand.
New Zealand is famous with its production of milk by the cow.
That was why we were producing the water with sponge.
We used the sponge to absorb the water and
punched the water out into the bottle until it was full.
Splashing of water after bombing the balloons on ourselves.We came to Australia.We had to hop to another side like a kangaroo and pass this balloon to the next person using whatever method we could think off.
This was the last station.
We were required to enjoy these biscuits like we were having hi-tea in Paris.
Look! how weird my expression was....
Do you know how dry the biscuits were and
how dry our mouths were after running up and down for the telematch?
Complete pyramid by other group
Our group's pyramid..I was the ambiguous,leaning down my body..
You should know why..I cant imagine how I could laugh so ugly-ly
The canteen that we had meals and writings. So messy!!!
A round applause for our last game.
After the telematch, we were in our wet clothes yet so high standing on the tables.
(heehee..the students of St Xavier's sure do not know we standed on their dining tables..)
Yes, we were very excited with our trophy. On the left were our very very nice and pro group teachers in charge, ethaan and yiicong.
We gained the victory as the best team in the camp!!

It was really out of our expectations because there were too many form 1 and 2 little kids in our group that lots of challenges arose. Lay wei and me were the oldest among all...I was so sharp in my orange trousers.
What an unfit match.. Sigh that I duno that the camp-t is purple in color.
It' s us "zhangxin(palm) group" with our cheers.

We had lots activities without the photos also.
-making the tangyuan-
-cooking competition adding in acting part-
-learning how to be a emcee-
-learn vocal-
-learn lots of body language lessons-
-learn the 10steps-

Dramatic Boundary really brings me lots of sweet, sour and bitter memories.
That's why I am in.
To experience the real life of us.


*Language iS fun* |

Wee..learning language is fun and interesting.
That day during break time, we-Princess Joanne, Jia Ying, Pei Sze and Hui Hui were fooling around about our spoken language.
Chinese Language is our mother tongue but we have there are also other dialects spoken by Chinese.
My dad is a Hakka but so sad that I am a Hakka moi who is a Hakka-illiterate.
I can't understand why is it so difficult for me to master the pronunciation and accent of Hakka.
I want to start learning as much as I could now.
Any sifu there to teach me ways to speak hakka fluently?
Who can speak Hakka?
The below is my only online sifu.
Hakka spoken language is the 32nd widest spoken language in the world. Chinese language is one of the most spoken languages in the world (See World Language and Population) and Hakka is one of the five major spoken languages(dialects) in mainland China.

The common words listed here include pronouns, numbers, and common objects :
¡@ Hakka Hu-Wu Canton. Mand. Hoklo English
§Ú ngai ngo ngo wo wua(gun) I (me)
§A ngi nong nay ni ni you
¥L gi yi kui ta yi he(she)
¤­ ng ng ng wu ngo five
³½ ng yu yi yu yu ? fish
²´ ngan ngei ngan yan ? eye
¤û ngiu niu ngau niu . cow
¾j ngo ngou ngo e(o) . hungry

Words pronounced with "j" in Mandarin are pronounced with "g" in many other "older" dialects:

¡@ Hakka Cantonese Hunan Mandarin English
ÅÍ gao gao gao jiao to stir
ƒ ge gaai gaai jie border
Âû gai gai gai ji chicken
¾÷ gi gei gi ji machine

The replacement of "g" for "j" even go as far as Shandong. The following is a list of words showing a closer relationship of Hakka and Shandong dialect.


Hakka Shan Dong Dialect Mandarin English
¾ô Kiu Kiu Qiu Ball
¤è¦V Fong Hiang Fang Hiang Fang Xiang Direction
¤H Ngin Yin Ren People
§Ú Ngai An Wo I
¦Û®a(¤v)¤H Zu ga ngin Zi jia yin Zi ji ren Our people
­¸Éó Fui gi Fei gi Fei Ji Airplane

Words requiring mouth closing as ending

¡@ Hakka Cantonese Mandarin English
«I chim chum qin to invade
ª÷ gim gum jin gold,now
ÃÌ kim kum jin front part of dress
¤ß sim sum xin heart
¶¼ yim yum yin drink
ÂI diam dim dian drop,dot
ȟ giam gim jian thrifty
Á¾ hiam him qian modest
¦y jiam jim jian pointed
¹X kiam kim qian forceps
¶ñ tiam tim tian to fill
ÄY ngiam yim yian severe, solemn
ÆQ yiam yim yan salt

Hakka English Example/Explanation
ngai I /me [ngai2]
ngi you [ngi2]
ki he/she [ki2]
ngai-teu we/us [ngai2 teu1; nga1 teu1]
ngi-teu you all [ngia1 teu1]
ki-teu they [kia1 teu1]
nga my ancient Chinese word[nga1]
ngia your ancient Chinese word[ngia1]
kia his/her ancient Chinese word[kia1]
chhu-ka self [tshu3 ka1]
ke 's ngai ke vuk: my house [kai5][nga1 (kai5) vuk7]
e son [lai5 tsu1]
lau and [lau1]
tung and [thung2]
pun give divide [pin1; pun1][fun1 = divide
yu again ngai yu khon-to ngi: I see you again [ju3] [ngai2 ju3 khon5 tau3 ngi2]
m not me he : is not [m1][m1 he5; mme5 contracted]
he yes he m he: yes or no [he5] [he5 m1 he5; he5 mme5]
iu has have ngi iu kong mo? Have you said ? [ju1]
na he if [he5]
oi love want ngai oi ngi: I love you [oi5]
mo no not mo ho: no good [mau2]
voi will can [voi3]
chang just ki chang chon: he is just gone [tsang5] [ki2 tsang5 tson3]
hang-mang not yet ki hang-mang chon: he is not yet return [han2 m men2; han2 mau2]
[ki2 han2 men2 tson3]
en answer {verb} [en5; kat7; tap7; jin5]
en answer {noun} [tap7]
chon-hi return [tson3 hi5]
an-ngiong this manner [an2 niung3]
chhin very [tsin1]
ke that [ai5]
ke-teu all those [ai5 teu1]
ke-vi that place [ai5 thang3; ai5 vui3]
lia-teu all these [ngia3 teu1]
lia-vi this place [ngia3 thang3; ngia3 vui3]
lia-ha now [kin1 ha3]
yu-teu some [ju1 teu1]
mak-ke what [mak7 kai5]
ma-ngin who [ma3 ngin2; la3 ngin2]
nai-vi where [lai3 thang3; lai3 vui3]
ngiong-pan how [liong3 pen1]
ngoi-poi outside [mun2 poi5/ngoi3 men5]
ti-poi inside [ti1 poi5]
sin-sang teacher/ Mr. [sin1 sang1]
hok-sang student [hok8 sang1]
fu-ngin-ka married women []
pu-ngiong wife [pu1 ngiong2 = lady/woman]
lai-e son [lai5 (tsu1)]
moi-e daughter [moi5 (tsu1)]
muk-chu eye [ngan3 (tsu1)]
mi-ngit everyday [mui1 ngit7]
put-si often [song2]
tu-ti earth/ soil [thi2 ha1; thi2 lai2 ha1]
thien sky [then1]
pun tan originally [pun3 loi2]
pak mi white rice [mi3]
vu set black color [vu1 set7]
vong set red color [fung2 set7]
ti know [ti1]
thang-to have heard [thang5 tau3]
khon-to have seen ngi khon-to mo? Have you seen it ?
[khon5 tau3][ngi2 khon5 tau3 men2]
kong say/speak thang ngai kong: listen to me [kong3; wa3][thang5 ngai2 kong3]
yit one [jit7]
ngi two [ngi5]
sam three [sam1]
si four [si5]
ng five [ng3]
liuk six [luk7]
tsit seven [tshit7]
pat eight [pat7]
giu nine [kiu3]
sip ten [sip8]
pak hundred [pak7]
hiun-thi brothers [hhiung1 thi3]
thai big [thai3]
se small [se5]
seu smile [siau5]
se moi young lady [se5 moi5 = girl]
lo moi younger sister [lau3 moi5]
lo tai younger brother [lau3 thai1]
lo ko older brother [lau3 ko1 = lad]
Ah tci elder sister [a1 tsia3]
Ah pa father [a1 pa1]
ah mak mother [a1 ma1]
ah kung grandfather [a1 kung1]
ah po grandmother [a1 pho2]
choing sim pi sim use heart to compare heart []
thien ti ngin sky earth man []

Other than Hakka, I intend to learn as much languages such as Teow Cheow, Tamil as well as foreign languages like Japanese Language, Korean Language, German Language, Thai and etc at my living age. It makes me feel good to converse in a variety of languages.


+\\Calendars 2008//+ Tuesday, March 18, 2008 |

These are my design of calendars for Year 2008.
Compare to Year 2007 design which one better?
Which month is nicer?
Kindly drop some comments-good or bad
or suggestion of idea
on what else I can come out with
and how I can improve the design.
Grab it if you like to have them to organize your daily routine.












the restless weekends |

Friday
Friday morning was a shock to me. I woke up at 8 am because of Sharon's sms. She told me that the ticket to KL for tonite 12am was sold out because it was peak season-school holiday. I jumped up from my bed and started to think what should I do. If I was not going that night, what would be the alternatives? When could I look for house? Sigh, Li may was still in the bed. So, I was planning for and asking around whether I could walk in myself to buy the tickets rather than waiting for Sharon's only. I asked Fresh whether I could stay at her house if I took afternoon bus. There would be the only plan for the worst option. After planning for some backup, I went to college to discuss with May. We decided to skip Muthu's tutorial class and went to Sg. Nibong to enquire about the tickets. Duno why, actually my instinct told me that I sure can go KL tonite. On the way there, I received Sharon's sms, telling me that she would walk in to buy the tickets for me because the stupid agency did not want to sell to her company. I also received Jia Ying's call, telling me that she called up the Consortium company. They told her only 2pm bus tickets are still available. Luckily, Sharon could get us two. Finally, everything settled.
I went home, marinated the chicken and cooked spagethi. Woo..my first time. I have to test cook because I was going to cook it for my psychology sir's birthday celebration on Sunday. Haha..honestly, not to praise myself, the taste was so good. Thanks to my sifu, Jia Ying for this recipe. Though it was delcious but the cost of cooking it for the first time is actually quite high, but nevermind as far as I am happy with it. Omg...jacelyn said the photo that I captured on my spagethi was jawa mee. Haha..you can say so, because I like to put on lot lot gravy to make my dishes wet enough...Then, I went for the psychology class for Friday night as usual. I went off earlier in order to prepare for my trip to KL.
LiMay fetched me to bus-station and we boarded 12am bus from Sg. Nibong. Heehee..to our great surprise, the bus was fulled with Malays and some unidentified races. Li May and I were thinking whether they are those protestants who just finished their demonstration and were going back to KL together with us..Haha..just our silly thinking. We thought there were only we two Chinese girls. But, to our surprise, the guy in front us suddenly spoke Chinese in the phone. The Penang bridge was so congested. We stuck in there for more than an hour. I could not sleep well in the bus for no reason until the very last hour.

Saturday
The stuck was something good cause we did not have to reach KL so early at 5am. We reached there about 6 something and waited for Li May's friend or my new friend, Hui Min, and her bf, Kelvin to pick us up. We went for dim sum. Hmm..i saw one familiar face. Yes, it was our local artist whom I forgot his name. I thought it was my illusion because others did not seem to notice him. After Li may mentioned that, I only confirm that I was correct. Haha...I should go over his table and captured photo with him..haha...
Then Hui Min dropped her bf to work. Then we visited TARC and her hostel. We had our bath there. Haha..the drawback of hostel is the bathroom is situated outside the room and we need to walk out to bath everyday, bringing along all our things to and fro. Afterall, the hostel is not too bad. Then, we went around visiting the houses. In one word, the hunt is disappointing. The one we want desperately is not available for renting while others are really too small to satisfy our needs. Hope I can get the place. Living in Kl is really tiring when you have to jam in the traffic...waiting and waiting for no reason. We never thought of settling all the things in one day can be so exhausted. Li May and I were so sleepy and weary after the whole day long of hunting. I was so happy but hungry that we missed our lunch too because of the lack of time...After lots of obstacles, we reached Penang around 11pm something. After reaching home, I kept on "reciting" my stories non-stop. Hooray...Monkey came overnight at my house. My sister and monkey were copying the lyrics. Omg..I helped out my sister with the MC speech and I had to practice the malay song for the performance on the next day. I slept at 3 am..
O ya..A big thanks to Hui Min for being our driver. She must have been very tired throughout the day...Thanks to Li May too for everything!!!

Sunday
This was a big day for us. Luckily our plan worked out quite well. We successfully gave our psychology sir a surprise. Early in the morning, I woke up and prepared the ingredients for spaghetti.I cooked spaghetti; my sister and Sharon fried the nuggets, fries and sausages; monkey and Alice prepared the sandwiches. Many works to be done for the spaghetti.
Firstly, I marinated the chicken with pepper, soya sauce, sesame oil, basil, parsley, oregano,thyme and corn flour for 3 -4 hours. Then, I cut onions and garlic,tomatoes, potatoes and sausages. I sprinkled some basil and oregano on the tomatoes and coated the potatoes with salt. I fried the potatoes. Then, I cooked the spaghetti. Next, I prepared the sauce. I fried the onions and garlic, chickens, sausages and potatoes then put in tomato sauce and tomatoes as well as water. Lastly, cheese is added. O ya..I kept some for Jia Ying. After busy for the whole day, we rushed to the center to prepare for the surprise. We took the chance to sneak in the center when he went out to fetch Cindy. Haha..we were so anxious waiting for his arrival in the room. The celebrations started when he back. It was to his unexpectant. Started with birthday song, following by performance by Roger with his song~ Stand by me; performance by me~bukan cinta biasa; performance by Tavy~ zai wo sheng ming zhong de mei yi tian, sir was touched by our sincerity. Hehe...Then the eating session started. I was so happy that they enjoyed my spaghetti. Then we had funs and jokes around. That was the end of our day. There were lots of excessive food as the amount is too much. Haiz..if I know earlier, I could have probably kept more spaghetti for Li May and my classmates to eat as well since I have tempted her that day..Haha..

Restless days and nights for this weekend. I got to complete Ms.Lim's homework before I can rest.

Headaching for house-hunting in KL...
Anyone can help??


~~~Unceasing complains~~~ Tuesday, March 11, 2008 |

This is the 2nd day of the 2nd school week. Everything still does not turn out to be well. Today is another miserable day.

I hate 11am class because it is difficult for me to reach there with no bus service available on that time. Since my dad is not working today, I woke him up early in 10am to fetch me to class. Reached by 11am, we were waiting for the lecturer, Mr Muthu. Oh, gosh!!!"Class cancel, because Muthu is on MC" Again, how this guy so weak that he tends to sick. It is his right to sick but he must have informed us before hand but not on the spot. He thought that TARC is just a stone away from our house is it?? Or it is too difficult for him to sms our class rep and inform us about the cancellation? Or he does not know what is the meaning of responsible?

If today I go early by bus at 8am and waited until the 11am class and suddenly they announce class cancel, I will really go mad!!!!


typing speed Monday, March 10, 2008 |

I found out this fun piece from Akira's blog..It is nice to have a try...
48 words

Speedtest


Another complain |

I have become a fussy lady these few days, keep complaining things these few days.
But, everything seems to go against my will...

Today, we brought 4 sets of newspaper as required by Mr Muthu. We thought he would do something more contributing. But, what he did? He divided us into government and opposition. Then, he asked us to cut out those articles that related to our party, sticked on A4 paper and present. Omg, he thought we are still primary school kids? The cut out articles were thrown aside after presenting. What is the point of sticking them on papers? The important thing is we do not know what we should do with the articles. No clear instruction even I asked him again and again. I think he is still uncertain about what he wanted us to do. Then after all have presented, he made a conclusion that as PR you have to keep yourself update with current news even though you are not working with that company. We should cut out some news articles and keep it for reference. Doing all the cuttings and presentation for 2 hours, he told us this. Furthermore, he specifically wanted the news on last Saturday and Sunday only. Omg..if you are going to discuss about election if the purpose is just to let us update outselves with current news, why are you so particular about the papers we are using?

Fire kept blazing out from my inner parts straight after Ms. Lim's class. The tutorial class was just as fine from the beginning until the last moment, the disaster came. I really do not understand what is the big matter that made her so tempered. I remembered she said that we can have 4-5 people per group for assignments during lecture. I never absent for her every single class till now. Then, today, at the end of the class, she said no you only can have 3 to 4 people in a group since we only want to form groups among the friends in our tutorial class..But, we never said this. We have formed our group and then she said this. So far, there are students who joined other tutorial groups but she insisted that we all must make it fair by setting the similar number of students in a group for assignment. This is duno the which time you did something like this. So, my friends argued with her. But, I kept a total silence because I knew it is useless to argue with her especially us-Y2 M52. No matter how reasonable we are, she just won't listen. At last, she said in a stern voice that "this is an order, an instruction, I said 3 or 4 in a group, you want to follow you follow, do not want to follow that is your problem. You've already grown matured and are at University standard, how could you all do things like this?" I felt sad about all this because I have tried my very best to rebuild my impression towards this lecturer. But, it is you again who ruin over your self-image. Never keep to your words. I do not know why she was so tempered over such a small matter. Couldn't she say properly to us? Such incidents never occur when Ms.Mah's time. I wonder how could those students admiring her so much. Perhaps this is just their pretending skills. The I "hate-it-most" skills in communication.
hee...There are channels actually to voice out our dissatisfaction. I think we are free to see Ms. Monica for beneficial comments about lecturers.


Unspoken words~~hurt Sunday, March 9, 2008 |

Hate heels starting from today. The day that Tarc starts to carry out its open day. Sleeping at about 3 a.m, I went up to TARC very early with painful eyes. So unprepared that I even forgot to put up my make-up ( some troublesome thing that I do not like) and bring the tag. I think my memories are really getting faded now. Anyone else can help me remember my things? my dad fetched me up in the beginning but we saw TARC bus when we were on the way. So, the bus driver finally ended up fetching me one person to the college. The bus ~only the uncle and me.

How's the open day? hmm..the early air was filled with boredom. Not a single person coming in for hour. Do they really need so many ushers to help out the open day? I don't really think so. I found that the ushers are excessive for the moment, standing there as decoration vases rather than doing something useful. That is why i prefer to choose the part time job that I can work non-stop during the working hour. We are not encouraged to talk much with the parents, worrying that we will provide wrong information. But, you know, even the lecturers and counselors are uncertain about the courses that they will be counseling. They were like "Oh, why is that so many people enquiring about property management, I duno about that." What they need in fact is lecturers and professional counselors, not us, vases who were in formal. I wonder why were we required to wear in formal though the lecturers and counselors were only dress up casually. Giving out the evaluation form was one of our task. Haha..how effective the evaluation will be? Since I was working in TARC 2 years ago, the similar forms have been given out. Has TARC changed tremendously to a new appearance as in the elements they are evaluating? I was actually quite fed up with the evaluation forms. But, that is the only important work I can do. Then, we cleared the tables, arranged chairs and threw the sweets wrappings for the whole day. I hope to learn something from such event but that is not the case. We learn to talk with each other~ evelyn, jolyn, jiaying, hui hui and me were chit-chatting everything around us. The nice thing was we can have an exciting chatting moment.

We got to chat with Ms. Monica. From the first sight I saw her last, I know she is the person I respect. Hee..Talking to her as friends, we had the chance to complain to her every lecturers for mass communication, especially Mr. Muthu. Talking about lecturer, I still keep my loyal favour towards Miss Mah. She is preety, responsible, nice, adorable, kind hearted, talented, hardworking...and any good words that I can describe her. But, she left us since last semester. We thought she quited teaching because she is married. The very unexpected fact is she left because she felt she is unappreciated. Yes, I can understand her feeling. When one new lecturer has so many admirers with good students-lecturer rapport, how would she feel? When the 2 lecturers are in the same room, teaching the same students, but the students ignore one of the lecturer, how would she feel? Not jealous.. it is the fragility of human's heart. We should have meet Ms. Monica earlier to know all these stories behind. If we could have know this earlier, we won't have to suffer in our Public and Media Relations with Mr. Muthu. We will try our very best to beg Ms. mah not to resign. She never knows she has lots of students who love her, appreciate her more than they appreciate the others. Words left unspoken, who knows? If there is a chance, we will tell you,
Ms. Mah, we love you!!You 're the best!!Miss you always!
Lots of thanks and huggies to you..
Oh...I remember I did blog about her when I knew she is not teaching us.

The day would be dull and meaningless if not of the campus tour. I followed the tour guide to the tour. Actually, we were only ordered to open and closed the door and "take care" of the crowd. Thanks to the guy that I duno his name for letting us to lead the tour. Haha..how funny he was making fun with all the things around our college that I am not aware of it in particular. From CA to DKA to DKC to SAD to library to computer lab to internet lab to admission to bursary to canteen and clubhouse, I walked for 2 rounds in high heels. It was a long journey that took about an hour. It would be good if I was i sports shoes, but.... Hmm..I know the college better now and I think they should suggest to let PR students to learn by conducting this tour. That is the proper practical to learn communication with parents and gain experience. Haha..the guy even told me some parents will ask you why is TARC lift so small?? Ee..how would you response?? Such fussy parents. I think I will probably say students are encouraged to use staircase to practice healthy lifestyle..but as for today, everything turned out smooth for the tour. Ms. Lim said she will get us a certificate for our contribution in this duty. Oh gosh! what have we contributed to be worth for the certificate? As the drawbacks of waking around the college with heels, my both legs are aching since the noon. Walking so slow in pain from the bus stop to the place I was waited......

O ya..when I was drying my hair this morning, my hair stuck in the hair dryer and I could not pull it out. So, I CUT my hair early in the morning.


Hui Hui, the hardworking girl and me
Jia Ying and me
Evelyn, Hui, Jolyn, me

















Bad bad mood in bad bad day Saturday, March 8, 2008 |

The temperature in Popular bookstore is not so cold afterall with those crowd especially during the weekends. But, it does not seem that the reading culture in our country is well-established. I can see that most of the people are just buying reference books. When I was flipping books for my students at the "tingkatan1 &2" corner, I saw few teens. They were like in my age, looking high and low for books near there. Some are taller than me; some even with "matured" dress-up until I couldn't believe that they are only Form1. I had the feeling that," Omg, am I born in the village of dwafts with only 5 feet tall. 5 feet tall is the name calling by my friends for our cdk girls.

After buying the required books, I decided to get myself some food to nurse my starving worms. Heading to Mc D for my lunch, I called up monkey and sister to see whether they wanted to meet me. What the hell? I was lacking of time and I was quite irritated for the "yes-yes-no-yes-no" attitude. Come on, wanted or did not want to meet me was not something to fool around at that moment. Hello, asking me to buy that t-shirt at that time was not really wise. Couldn't you feel that i was quite panicked..

~Raining days are my beautiful days~except for today! I was rushing for 3.30pm tuition class. I did not want to be late and see the students daydreaming while waiting for me. But, the weather was so naughty, going against my will. My dad sure could not fetch me by his motorcycle. But he asked me to wait there. I waited and waited. Something that I hate most when there is no such need. The rain still did not stop but getting heavy. So, I called my mum who was working. She asked me to call up my aunt. I mentioned that my class started at 3.30pm. But I waited again from 3.24pm to 3.50pm. It is just a stone away and I did not understand why she took so long time to come. The worst part was it flooded. This was the first time I walked in the dirty overflowed drain water in order to go to the tuition centre.

Then, my students still not yet reached. I WAITED again. When is the time I do not have to spend my time on waiting? I captured the photo of flood while waiting. Who knows the noisy Indians behind me noticed my action. They asked me to take photo of them with my phone. Weird~~First, I do not know you all. Second, how you want to get the photo from me. I never print the photos in my phone. They can't even speak smooth english or malay. They stick to their mother tongue that I feltl quite difficult to communicate. Even, they touched my hands that made me felt quite uncomfortable. Sorry for my biased perception towards Indians. They are really talkative and contributing to my maximum extent of sound pollution. I could not bear with them. The rain had caused me to delay my tuition time and missed the chance to work at Autocity. Should I blame the rain as if....

it was not too bad after all. I got the opportunity to follow up the election results from time to time. This is the first time I was so eager and keen towards it. Sigh, my dad has brainwashed me for my shallow view towards the political issues. Yes, I should upgrade myself. But not being upgraded by my dad. Duno why, words from his mouth do not seem to be nice and acceptable to me. In psychology point of view, the approach he uses may be inappropriate..hee...I prefer learn in my way.
This website provides me with latest election news ~http://malaysiakini.aizuikmal.com//.
No thanks to Chee howe and Thanks to jia ying!!!

Election is democratic?? I am neutral. I do not side either parties. I side the potential candidates or politicians. Yes, each party fights for the right of the citizens. The difference is the objective and the way to fight is distinct. I hate those politicians attacking each others and korek-ing each others' weaknesses, amplifying them. Who do not know the weaknesses? The problem is the solutions. Hmm..which party leads is it that important? i think who is the person that leads is more important. You and me can speak as well as them, but when talking to act it out, that is another matter. Dap takes over penang. Many people hooray for this include my dad..Hmm..I have a strange feel of uncomfort for such a change. When DAP wins, can they fight with Malays to get equal right? Do not forget PAS and PKR are winning too. There are lots of Muslims too in these parties. If UMNO politicians bribe, how about PAS and PKR.. Is it the Malays in these parties are "cekap, bersih dan telus"? Maybe these are my shallow views, but I wonder whether the people are supporting the oppositions blindly?The flood
I have to walk in this dirty water.
The 3 unknown Indian ladies
Scratching my head
When will the rain stop?



1st day of sem 3 Monday, March 3, 2008 |

yee...the 1st day of class..
After growing spider web at home for so long, it's the most anticipated moment that I can back to class again..
yeah..today saw so many classmates, coursemates ......
Thanks li may for the book..So happy that she remember...such a nice and meaningful book..
Before I went into the class, I visited Uncle Yap at admission office..
So good he treated me like kids and gave me some hacks..can eat when fall asleep in class wor..
Nice to talk with such sot sot person..:)
Omg..it's only my first day lecture, he cursed me to fall asleep in class..
heehee..I met Ms Lim, our lecturer, walking out from Ms Lim's room in admission office..
Our first lecture was conducted by her.
As expected, she ended the class extremely early within one hour time.
So, I had to wait for the 11.15am bus..
Thus, I went to buy bus tickets, visit Ms.Yeoh and again the admission office..
Another place that you could find me in college-my waiting room...
Library is too quiet for me while the study room is too noisy.
Sigh..such a waste of time...
Ms.Lim needed ushers for open day again.
I am compulsory to duty..
It is fine to duty just the problem is the college is too far for me.
I opted to duty on this Sunday
Hopefully, nothing happens to me and everything goes smooth.
I do not hope that the past history takes place again..


I slept for the whole noon because of my lovely raining day..



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Here's the tales of a keeper
For once living in a plain world
A hidden note, when nobody knows
She has no idea what the world is about

Well, she’s standing in the middle of the crowd
Sketching her stories onto the white paper
Sometimes she paints it with COLOR
Sometimes she paints it black and white
Like it or not
Once painted
It’s not erasable
That’s the arts of her life

She is complicated
She is stubborn
She seeks for perfection
She is never a lucky girl
For only insisting on hard works pay

She loves art
She loves talks
She loves white
She loves chocolates
She loves cakes
She loves desserts
She loves cute kids
She lvoes creativity
She loves learning
She loves creativity
She loves activity
She loves challenges
Do you love her world?

Fill me with meaningful content

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